give them nothing, but take from them everything.

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Take me away.

far far far away from here. From everything. i wanna have a good summer. and i mean good. as in do away with the reports, guests, more kups guests, and the list goes on.

I wish to have vacations which last more than three days, nothing less. I wish to go somewhere with no VIP's to think of, no amenities to organize and all that sh*t. Summer doesnt end when we come back from Tali on the 1st. I want to go someplace else after that. I want to to feel the sand on my feet, feel the warmth of the sun burning my skin (hehe)...

Pero, hindi pwedeeeeee!!!! So feeling ko, masayo tong summer ko, noh?!?!?! Minsan, parang gusto ko nalang mag-aral para may summer vacation. Pero diba, kung wala akong trabaho, pano ako makakapagbeach? hanlabo mehn.

and then there was one.

interview went well. one question stood out than the rest.

Who would you choose, Robin or Alfred (from Batman)?

I chose Alfred. And somehow, something tells me i chose the right answer. :) it feels good. :)

Moving on...

Last Thursday, we went to Ecai's 40th day. So ironic, we were all there and we were having fun for the wrong reason. THe celebration was for her, but she was not there. At least not physically. Spiritually, yes. Who would've thought 40 days flew so fast? SOmetimes i feel like it was just yesterday that we were mourning for her. To be honest, I still haven't fully accepted what happened, i still cannot believe it happened at the wrong time and at the wrong person. I guess God has his ways, everything really happens for a reason and only Him knows what exactly the reason is. Whats important is that we know she's in a better place now.

Sometimes i really think i can release emotions better by doing this. I can somehow breathe now. I could so get used to this you know. :)

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F--- WENG WENG forever!!!

after Ecai's, the boys and I went to Quattro for some late night drinking. Good ol times. :) I missed them so much. I cannot remember the last time we went on a drinking spree. As always, they had their usual rounds of beer and I had mine. I usually have cocktails since i cannot stand the taste of beer, ever. After just drinking halfway through my glass, I felt dizzy already and my heart was palpitating like crazy! I did not even finish off my glass. When i got home, i felt the worst headache and fell on the bed and slept my headache away like a baby. I woke up wearing the same clothes, not even bothered to clean up my face. Bad hangover. Eeeeew. NEVER AGAIN! i tell you. never again. Unless i really want to get wasted to the core.... But that almost never happens. hihi.

Is it just me?

Or is it really cold here? Ever since i came to work this afternoon, my hands have been shaky and cold and sweaty. and the AC's not even working full blast. I feel like i have to pee every five minutes or so. This is it. 45 minutes before judgement time.

Lord help me. im going crazeeee... wahhhhh! im counting down the minutes. hehehe

and yet again...

so here we are... back from where we started. i vowed never to do these things again.. oh well.

let's see. the last i remember, things haven't been working really well for me. road with HIM was kinda rocky. job's getting the best of me. who would've thought things would get better? Actually nothing i ever imagined it would be. And what's important is i am happy. :)

Karlo and i recently celebrated our third year. Nothing too grand. We did not even get to see each other. Funny, it does not even sound new to me now. What;s worse is im getting used to such set up that i do not even see the whole point of it all. Frankly speaking, i choose not to talk about this thing anymore because there's nothing i can say to make things look better than it really is.

Anyhoo, 45 minutes more then i get to go home and off to dreamland i go. We'll be getting our new uniforms tomorrow, made by nothing less than Rajo himself. It looks nice. Well it should. it took them about 6 months to make it. Cloth used shipped from Thailand. Should be worth it. So excited. :)

Off i go now. Nothing left to say here. Except that i've chosen to once again display details of my so-called life to millions of people and i hope to be able to continue doing this until i get tired of it. I've decided to stick out on this one this time. Bear with me. Enjoy the ride. Yeehaw!!