end point.

i reached the point where i can really fully wholeheartedly say... enough is enough.
did i just waste three fucking years of my life for this?! no wonder i've missed out on a lot of things. i would have had better in those three fucking years of my precious life.

all it took was one night. just one night. everything can really change in one night. within 24 freaking hours. and it looked so easy.

i fucking hate this. i really do.