chaos from the not-so down under

my workplace is like chaos. People are leaving, moving on to places and to different jobs. Bosses don't act like bosses anymore. Their minds have been wandering off to somewhere. They are being hypnotized and anipulated like puppets on a string. Then they make not so sensible choices. It just shows how shallow people are. Im beginning to question if i am at the right place and doing the right thing. I am not happy anymore. People are too superficial for my taste. I hate it when i need to be nice when i dont really want to. Plastic na kung plastic. Pero tangina, ganon halos lahat ng tao dito. To the highest level. Pero you cannot please everybody diba. If you can't beat them, join them at their own game and see who gets the last laugh.

I have a manager now who has a say about everything. Literally, EVERYTHING. She thinks she knows what she knows but in reality, she does not know a thing! Fucker. I want to grab her by the head and drag her out of the office because thats how useless she is. I dont even know why they got her in the first place. She shouldve just stayed in her previous job where, im sure, she's most hated by everyone. We'd all rather leave her rotting there. When she starts work up here and become our MANAGER, we'll only make her life miserable - and she will not like that. i am fucking sure.



Whew. That feels much better.

On a much happier note, i am now out of the rut. I thought i was gonna be left at the bottom rotting, but.... Because of this, i will to go to mass tomorrow. Thank you, Lord!

Party na to!

Time to make a few changes.

I did something i never imagined doing for a whole year.

I cut my hair. Short. As in chin-length short. I almost died after seeing my long locks fall off after the stylist cut them. (O.A.?!)

It took me two years to grow my hair and just 30 minutes to cut them all off.

Yikes.

But in the end, i was happy. More than happy even. I was ecstatic. I LOVE IT! :)

She's darn right.

"At the end of the day, when it comes down to it, all we really want is to be close to somebody. So this thing, where we all keep our distance and pretend not to care about each other, is usually a load of bull. So we pick and choose who we want to remain close to, and once we've chosen those people, we tend to stick close by. No matter how much we hurt them, the people that are still with you at the end of the day - those are the ones worth keeping. And sure, sometimes close can be too close. But sometimes, that invasion of personal space, it can be exactly what you need." - Dr. Meredith Grey, Grey's Anatomy

end point.

i reached the point where i can really fully wholeheartedly say... enough is enough.
did i just waste three fucking years of my life for this?! no wonder i've missed out on a lot of things. i would have had better in those three fucking years of my precious life.

all it took was one night. just one night. everything can really change in one night. within 24 freaking hours. and it looked so easy.

i fucking hate this. i really do.

Mine will come... in time.

Ellen: Why do you think people say that you just may be the best husband in the world?

Ashton (Kutcher): Well, its simple. Because i have the best wife in the world.

Awwwwwwwww. I can be Ashton's wife.. a-n-y-t-i-m-e. hehehe.

Wish someone could say that about me, in the future. Its probably every girl's dream to be the best wife and mother to her husband and kids. I'll be one. Im sure of it. In time. hehehe.

But now, the biggest of my problems is what i'll eat for dinner. I hope its not some crappy fried fish served again at the caf enough to ruin my appetite.

talk about love standing the test of time...

I mean two people from 2 years apart meet one day and then end up at each other's arms?

I was watching The Lake House again this morning, and i ended up wondering if such really happens. I mean, i know that its just fiction, but what if it does? Then the whole world will be more crazy than it already is. But come to think of it, it can really make you wonder if there is really someone out there for you from another time just waiting to meet you and end up being the best love there is.

crazy love. that's how i call it. but nevertheless, i loved every minute of the movie. :)

I like commuting to work on weekends.

Yes, weekends like this. It is when traffic is not as crazy, roads are not as jampacked and the mrt's as empty as it can be. Ang sarap umupo sa mrt na maluwag yung benches. and it is only during weekends that this happens.

I actually also like working on weekends. Call me crazy, but i do! prefer to come to work instead of taking my day off, especially Sundays. No bosses. No managers around. Ang sarap dumuty!!! hehehe. Time also flies unbelievably fast during the weekends, especially because most business hotels are not that full during the weekends and working in the lounge is really a breeze, no pressure, hindi busy! ang sarap.

haha. yun lang. obviously, wala akong magawa. wala akong guest. tahimik. kaso, wag. baka ma-jinx. ;D